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3/21/26

Happy belated Ostara!!1!1!! forgot to actualy post on ostara sorry. If u don't know, ostara is a holiday rooted in acient pagen traditions that falls on the spring equinox. It is one of the 8 (i think) sabbats and it celebrates the beginning of spring. The point of Ostara is to mark the passage of time and to welcome in spring energy. This year for Ostara i deep cleaned my whole room to cleanse it (thank god it has been so long since i cleaned my room lmao). Then i went on a nature walk and meditiated outside which was rly nice. especialy seeing the buds on trees and the flowers starting to grow. I didnt realise how much i missed things outside being alive. I also baked some honey cupcakes!! They tasted rly good and i had a lot of fun making them. They were like rly oily tho, which was weird. I have no idea where that came from since i didn't grease the pan??? But anyways they were still good. I also did some manifesting with eggs since eggs are a symbol of Ostara and Ostara is a rly good time to manifest. I also made some resolutions and did a little tarot reading. Found this cool ostara themed spread online. Anyways i had a rly good time. It was nice to celebrate since i haven't celebrated any of the sabbats in a while. Ive been kinda dropping the ball with spirtuial stuff latley so this felt rly good. Hope u had a good Ostara if u celebrate!! Byeee!!

3/16/26

today was soooo tiring oml. i missed three days of school last week so im so behind and the quater is ending this week kill me. art class is especialy kicking my ass. i have 4 things due by tomorrow T0T. I told myself i was going to work on them and get them all done tonight, and i did do some stuff but not that much. ill lock in tommorow trust. but seriously idk why i always procrastanate like this. i hate having adhd sometimes. but honestly i wouldn't get rid of it if i had the choice. its hard sometimes but it can also be rly fun. i have a hate love reationship with the way my brain works. but anyways, like i was saying today rly drained me and its only monday T-T. i think i might be entering a depressive episode cuz ive had like no motivation recently. so, yay fun!! hopefully i can turn it around. i just have to get through this week and then its spring break and i can relax and actualy have time for my hobbies without comprimising sleep. it gonna be so nice omg. the last week before spring break is actualy hell.

3/8/26

Happy international womens day!!! I love women sm they r so cool. Today i mostly just bedrotted which wasn't very feminist of me but whatever. I slept wayyy too much but i think it was because yesterday i went to the mall with my friend for a few hours. I rly liked spending time with them and had a lot of fun but my social battery was so dead after. hanging out one on one with ppl is hard and no one talks abt it. This friend is lowkey going thru it so it was good to spend time with them. i got some new earings for my infected piercing (yay) and got some cnady and a cool braclet. I <3 hottopic!! Also I need to lock in tommorow ToT. Im so behind in school and i have tomorrow off so I rly gotta lock in. but i rly dont want to TwT. More importantly to me i also rly wanna lock in on art so i can have more stuff to post here. Im rly excited to start making zines ut idk what to talk abt. Anyways thats all, byeee!!

3/5/26

I spend too much time on this site oml. I literaly spent like most of my free time the past 3 days on neocities... and im lowkey kind of ok with that. Im a little bit obbsessed but whats wrong with that? I did also do other stuff today. I did some badge work, some drawing (will be posted once i finish it), and me and my family had dinner with our neighbors. But mostly i did neocities. God forbid a girl has a hyperfixation.

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Tell my why yesterday i was running on 0hrs of sleep and a redbull and i was SO energized but today when i got enough sleep i was super tired. Like what??? Its like my body doesn't want me to sleep. It makes no sense and it pmo and i wish i could just pull all nighters all the time.

3/4/26

Its almost 3 am and i just finsihed completely redoing the layout of this site. IM SO TIRED. but i don't wanna go to sleep cuz i know i won't get up in the morning. Im just gonna pull an all nighter and be hella tired at school tomorrow. Anyways today basicaly all i did was neocities. Lowkey perfect day lol. Except I keep on comparig my sites to other people's TmT. Thats kinda why i redid the whole layout. Once i started looking at other people sites i kinda started to hate my layout. Ik comparision isn't good but im actually a lot happier with this site now so YAYAY. Anyways I still have a few hours to go until i have to go to school and idk what to do. I could work on my fanfic but then after that idk. I don't have acess to any of the apps on my phone at night so im gonna be SO bored. Pooooooo. Anyways this is like my first offical blog post. Before i didn't rly know what a blog should look like so my other entries r rly short. Yay improvement!! That's all for now, byeeee!!

2/23/26

Quotes from this kid in my class: "Did Rosa Parks fix rasicm?" "If Rosa Parks didn't have kids then what did she do with her life?" Everytime this kid opens his mouth I have to take a deep breath. TF you mean 'what did she do with her life', YOU LEARN ABT HER IN HISTORY BOOKS. WHAT R U DOING WITH UR LIFE? One time this same guy also brought AN ENTIRE CARTEN OF MILK to class. Hes odd.

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Today I went to taco bell with my friends during my lunch hour and when we went to walk in me and my friend deadass tried walked through the door at the same time and got stuck ToT.It was so funny but also i lost so much aura. I was too emo so my hair was blocking my view of her and idk what she was doing. But it was so humbling oml.

2/20/26

IM BACK!!! sry i was gone for so long, my chromebook died and i lost the charger so it was dead for a LONG time. Anyways i finaly got a new charger (only took me 4 months) so imma start updating this again!! rly excited to be back although i did forget some html and css stuff TwT

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looking back at the art from 4 months ago that i posted here why was it lowkey buns TwT

10/10/25

never letting anyone at school borrow my pencil ever again wtf

how do u even snap a mechanical pencil in half??

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I had a pep assembly today and there was a mosh pit seniors and juniors to twinkle twinkle little star. what is this school lmao

10/1/25

I just realized i lowkey have no idea what to actualy put in a blog. like wtf do i say. i barely ever post of socials idk why i thought i could make an interesting blog lol ToT. WHAT DO I WRITE HERE AAAAAAA

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btw i will probs be posting less art here for a while cuz im rly busy and kinda focused on getting a site outline i like. I was rly happy with the og one i had until i looked at other sites lol

9/27/25

making a website is so much work huhudhfiushfdiuhfs T-T

9/26/25

I <3 stealing eyeliner from king soopers

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tell me why monster drinks work SO much better than my adhd meds. Like they dont do shit (╥ ω ╥) Literaly after i drank it on the bus today i did my hw and like everything ive been putting off for months. i was so productive it was freaky. idk wtf my phycatrist is doing she just needs to give me monsters lol